Sunday, November 22, 2009

Dear Jesus, please bring me a pony for xmas... I promise I've been a good girl.

I hate how much religions seem to be centered around alleviating people's fear of dying. Religions concentrate on these sets of rules you have to follow and if you don't follow them Santa won't let you into Heaven. Now isn't that some fucked up shit. 

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Muse, for my lack of

So, I haven't been on in awhile because of the move. However, I'm finally in San Diego and finally have internet access! Yay!

Anywho, I'm going to be writing quite a bit about my observations, annoyances, and irritations in regard to California, moving and life. I have a whole list of things I plan to write about, but for now I'm taking it slow and, since we're just getting settled in to our new place and new routines, you get this:



I've been hearing this song off and on without really paying it much mind. But I finally decided to take notice of it and I really like it.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

In other news....

I'm moving in under a week. Yeah. I'm borderline freaking out, but only on the inside. *sigh*

Yeah, California seems bad ass, but at the same time I know it took about a year until we felt right in State College and by that time we were leaving. That especially sucked because I left behind some really awesome people. Some of whom just got engaged on Halloween! and I'm extremely excited for.

Dani + Ian: You guys are fan-fucking-tastic. I love you. <3

More Musical Musings...

I like this song, and I really don't care who knows it. :)


This one, well, it's a great song. However, I almost wish I had never experienced this video. This guy should have never been permitted to be immortalized in film....especially his teeth. gah.

Friday, October 30, 2009

My weird musical musings

I've been on a weird youtube music video kick. Which is especially weird b/c I have never been into music videos.... not really sure why, but I don't really find music a "watching" activity. Well, I had this song in my head, not sure how or why, and I really had no idea who is was by or anything at all. It actually took me awhile to even find out via google. Now I feel awkward that I like a song that was released in '79..... Still, it's a good song. Fuck it.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

This is what happens when ppl think drugs are like special magic-candy....

A random message I received:

"What do you have against drugs? I mean really. A lot of hard-working, cool, respectable people do drugs; but so do a lot of irresponsible dipshit losers. It's not fair to make such a sweeping generalization. You could be limiting your circle of friends in a pretty regrettable way. Besides, even the term itself is debatable. There are pillheads out there doing way more damage to themselves with legal OxyContin prescriptions (etc etc) than some hippies smoking pot and eating mushrooms (etc etc) could ever dream of doing. Just sayin'."

Ok, fair enough. I don't normally even bother to get into these kind of debates, but let's see my response:

"Well, I didn't say anything particularly negative about drug users. At least not that I recall..... though I do tend to go off when I rant and I could have said something I wasn't paying attention to. No; it's true I look down on drug users. And I understand perfectly well that your points are valid. I have had many friends who used drugs. I have also watched many of those friends wash themselves down the drain of society. I don't doubt that there are people out there who can be successful and still indulge in their own personal vice. My qualm is mostly within myself. I personally dislike drugs and, despite my understanding that they are not entirely negative in all circumstances, I tend to look down upon people that do them. This is my vice. I judge people based on their actions, in this case it is sometimes before I know those people. I know I am limiting my circle of friends, but the fact is that I don't think it's fair to hang out with someone while silently thinking I am better than them. (Because while this may not be true, this is how is works in my head...) I have some friends who I have told this to, and apologized for the fact that I look down on them for their choices, and we have been able to remain friends. Despite my opinion on the matter I don't actively bash on people for the choices they've made. I just choose to ignore them, or avoid putting myself in circumstance where I would be uncomfortable.


I'm not saying that my thinking is 100% right all the time. I'm just saying that it's the way I am. I guess I'm just a stuck-up bitch? But at least I know it, lol."

So I just laid it out there. I was honest, but not rude. At least not by my standards, lol. And, to my endless surprise, I wasn't met with animosity for it.

Response:

"I must say, it all sounds more reasonable after your elaborations. I wouldn't call you a stuck-up bitch... at least, not now :)  

Well, good luck to you in all your drug free endeavors."

Well, that went well. Better than expected even. :)